She's so fine on the outside. Wants a baby by 30. Doesn't care who the father is. Plays by the rules of others.

Cynical and doesn't like people. Doesn't want to be like mom and dad. She's exactly like them though.

Stresses about money. Lets it rule her. Makes her think irrationally.

Knows she is immature. Knows she has some imbalance. Knows better.

So good on paper. But she is like a cigarette. She burns herself away.

I am like the moth. Wanting the fire and chasing her into eternal bliss and damnation.