12.17.2002

Long Road


And you try your whole life to make the crowd happy. Make everyone happy. You try and try and try.

Consequently, it makes you feel happy to make them happy. Then one day you realize that it doesn't really make you happy. All of it doesn't really do you any good.

The crowd ultimately loses faith, loses attention, or loses confidence in you. Of course, they move on. They always do. Some will get angry. Some will wonder what makes them content. Only a few will remain in contact out of the thousands you talked to during that time.

And then one day, they'll all come back.

Go away.